tammyleedebar I can't stand myself today! It's been 10 days and I'm having chest pains (again) all week, I'm angry and mean, I'm irritable and pissed off. There's no reason for this! I am not going to give in this time! This is the hundreth time I've quit, and not lasted this long. What is going on with me? Is this normal? When will this crave, anger, irritable, chest pain go away? I'm in need of some serious support here! I almost stopped for a pack of smokes last evening on my 2 hour drive home and again on my way in to work! Made every excuse on why I should stop. But I didn't. I was mean to my co workers (they know I'm quitting) which is not my demeanor at all!! I laid down on one of the exam room beds for my 15 minute break today! I was so mad at myself, that I made myself lay in the dimly lit room and breath! Yesterday was not this bad, day three was not this bad, why day 10? Why? I know I'll be making excuses to stop again today on my way home. UGH! Thanks for listening.
