char3 Congratulations on the new baby, Grandma! What is his name??? Don't worry about the relapse, only look ahead..........although I have not relapsed yet, just imagine my addict's reaction to your trouble.........I'm a little jealous, cause I still thinking about cheating every single day.........and I am getting chubbier........and I have a wedding to attend in May...........it just is not easy and every one of us is at risk for slip ups.........you are a brave, brave soul to get back to it......and the days will tick by again....just think, you are almost back to 5..........have a great weekend!!!