Heidi8 Hi, Heidi! The day was ok..........I am thinking about smoking all the time, but just not caving in......I am trying Commit, just in case I actually attempt to go and buy smokes.........your surgery sounds terrifying and you are very brave to realize that you just have to stop.......Just don't do it ever again........I am so proud of you and wish you STRENGTH! The babies' names are fun, aren't they? Thanks for saying so........