Gone LOL, I'm full of surprises! I am doing fine. It's been a hard and eventful winter. Probably nothing I haven't had to deal with before, but, first time without a crutch! I'm realizing that I let things get to me more than I should, for too long of a time. But I'm really re-learning everything! As far as smoking, I feel like I want to but I don't have to. That the thought only drifts in and out with my stress level. I don't want the cigarette, I want the sedation.... the foggy head....well you know! It's not life that changes it's the way to deal with it! I hope all is well with you my dear!xo