kat37 Oh shit, I didn't realize you're an RN! (Just saw your group membership...) My mom was also, and I've worked in hospitals all my life, so noooo shit it's hard! Didn't you love the irony of being in the smoking section with the doctors and other health care professionals... stressed as fuck and smoking away? Man.. it's rough. I hope you're doing well! I am proud of you! Keep it up!