the-Potter I understand exactly what you feel about not letting them go. I am still carrying around my last pack of cigarettes in a side zipper inside my purse that has the last 3 cigarettes in it - my husband said a couple of times for me to "just leave your purse at home, you don't need it, just take your wallet" HA! I NEED my purse with me, those 3 stupid cigarettes are a small security "blanket" for me. I know it sounds stupid/crazy but for some crazy reason it makes me feel better knowing that they are there. I am sure that they are stale, but they are there. I know that I am not going to smoke them. It works for me though.... I also chew on ice cubes (gets me through the thinking I am hungery when I am not) and I grab onto clicking ink pens, espically while driving my car, it really helps me. Just thought that I would share my crazy little quarky ways with you hoping it might help you too. What ever it takes, and of course all of these wonderful loving people here on this fantastic forum! God Bless them all! Keep up the good work, you will find your way, I know that you will! Pauline
