CindyWilson Thank you so much for your understanding and encouragement on my blog. Geez hon, I have the upmost respect for you for everything you've been through. You are one tough lady and I am sure that has a LOT to do with everything you have been through. I have to make it, first because Madisyn needs mommy to be strong for her and for me. Second, I have to make it to spite the ex lol. Third, well Nikki does not take failure or weakness well (obviously) 😉