mytyme4achange i am saying a prayer for you, and I know you can do this...you are almost through the worst again, you can rock this!!!!. Don't ask me why we torture ourselves and keep going through the withdrawls, and hopefully we will never do it again....I keep telling myself I don't want to go on the emotional rollercoaster again, and I am an addict, and I can not just have one. You can do this!!!!! You want to do this, or you wouldn't keep quitting 🙂