lwilk I broke down last night, after a night of crying and a severe anxiety attack.... I went and bought a pack of cigarettes. I am going to have to find a way around these emotional darkness. I can't stand that place. In the hour since I bought the pack of cigarettes I smoked 4 cigarettes. And unfortunately I am feeling better, guilty but mentally better. I am going to get tyrosline and I-phenyllaline as suggested. After I quite I was not hungry at all and my blood sugar was down below 60, I drank some juice and it still didn't come back up very much. I have eaten an egg. and hope to go work out this morning.
