Becky16 ok, you have a point. karate is helping very much i could over do it. and you are right about me being angry about somethingelse . a year ago my daughter graduated from high school and she was accepted to a very nice private college. one day she told me she was going away with a friend. she didn't ,what she did was took a flight to a differant state and started living with a married man that had kids and had been in trouble. she had met this guy on myspace he e-mailed a plane ticket and she was gone just like that. i didn't know were she was for a while , i had to hire a p.i. thats were i learned about this guy. so ye there is alot of anger. i did'nt think i was so transparrent with you, but i guess i was. maybe i need a diary. thanks, sorry for unloading on you