Peter-S. Thank you Peter, This is not a first for me. But I will fight very hard this time. I think I gave into my depression when it kicked in after a few weeks and I need to stay away from work friends who smoke for a while and holding onto the temper. I have to stay strong for my daughter I went all around the world to adopt her I dont want to make her an orphan again and I also do not want to die and horrible death. I dont belong to any other type of blog so it will take a little bit before I make my way around in here. To understand how it works. I hope you get this. Thanks again and have a great holiday. Jodi
