Danielle28 Thank you for the message. Everyday I can come up with thousand reasons to quit and cant think of one reason not to...guess it is just that after so many years that is a part of my routine and cant imagine how it will be without. Guess it is like the whole you return to bad situations because you know how to deal in that environment and outside you are lost. I know how to be a smoker but cant remember how not to be one. I know that probably makes zero sense. I really want to do this just need to make that final determination and never look back..still trying to figure out how to do that. I just need to take the plunge and yet as I say that my heart starts racing.
