Fran Oh my goodness no... I'm not like that. My skin is pretty tough. It's just that I'm reading so much about members fighting and failing and beating themselves up...I just didn't want someone who'd fallen off take "idiot" to heart and not try again... relapsers can feel so fragile, no? Believe me, smoking is bar none the dumbest thing I've ever done in my life, and I've done ALOT of dumb things... We will start off anew 😉