Leslie19 Hey Leslie, your hubby's right about try! i haven't had one since last night and i'm doing better but tired. I'm having cravings here and there but they only last a few minutes. i know God is helping me right now and will help calm my fears. My dad wasn't as lucky as yours since he only lived to 53. smokes took him and it wasn't pretty and my family said to me at the time how could i smoke after what i'd just witnessed. (that old it won't happen to me!) so here i am falling apart but i know i can make a come back if i stop smoking and use the 12 steps and slogans. i'm setting a goal of triple digit days for me like i did in early recovery of 90 days to be a steward at the local AA club. that was my goal and i made it so now i'll use it for 100 days! thanks for the support - we'll motivate each other - how about that? talk to you soon. D
