charlena Lately I have been thinking about you alot and this site. You know that taste that every one keep talking about not having when they eat well lately I guess I must be having that same problem because I have started to noticed that. It is becoming a issue for big time this time I won't even let my sons hug me if I been outside smoking! I be feeling like do these people in the church know I smoke like I do if they did they would hate me ! Lately I have been so pairanoid about it ! I know it's time it's coming to an end! And when I say the people in the church I don't mean they are perfect because I'm sure everyone has had issues . But this is the hardest addiction to stop. I have beat alot of things but this is the worst. I just want to be a lady all the way!
