CindyWilson Cindy,You sound alot like me.I had a relapse,but I'm back.Smoking will kill me and I know this,It's so hard being addicted to nicotine.I'm going to work real hard at making it this time..My heart isn't in great shape..Rake care of you....Carla......Five days, 13 hours, 43 minutes and 49 seconds. 111 cigarettes not smoked, saving $27.86. Life saved: 9 hours, 15 minutes.