ShawnP Thanks for the encouraging words Shawn. I think I just needed to finally blow it out yesterday. I am almost embarrassed with how I let go, but it is nice to be able to let go in an environment where you know people understand, and speak with compassion and understanding. It was not something I could publicly post on Facebook or any other social media as the families don't want that, and I understand. Chris's obituary was enough (and may I say it was quite amazing - as was he). Hope you have a super blessed day, I plan on it! XOXOXO