Luliper No, YOU ROCK. You're back to give this another go. Yes, it's exactly like waiting for something to happen that doesn't. But you see, it does - really. You just aren't hit over the head with it. You expect this WOW moment. That's not how it happens. Sorry. Truth. You don't suddenly get bells and whistles and fairy dust wafting over you. It's subtle - winning at this. It's when you wake up one day and realize you haven't thought about a cigarette for the first five hours of your day. Or you get through a day having thought about a cigarette but not necessarily craving one. Those are the WOWS. When you get to your first year anniversary - that a MAJOR WOW. But even the first week, month.... they're all WOWS. You just need to see them that way. Four days quit is miracle. Really. That's a WOW. It's REALLY HARD to do this quitting thing. And four days is ... come on, don't you see it? Don't you see that WOW? Maybe it's just a small wow for you. But oh yes - it's a definite wow. You have to learn to recognize them is all. And cherish them. AND NOURISH THEM!!!! ! You quit back in January of 2011. You’d have over a year quit now if you’d stuck with it. Think about that. Just...think about that. And keep on.
