indingrl.01.06.2011

Great sadness....

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Jul 11, 2017

has overwhelmed me today ....MY CHOICE... I got up at 4am... prayed and read MY bible ... prayed more and then ate breakfast.... then read a story of RECOVERY.... then laid on love seat and fell asleep again ... woke up and went to lay in bed... laid down and heard in MY heart... What are you doing... I answered getting up... MY NEW CHOICE.... go for a walk..... NOT ONE PUFF OVER SADNESS OR BEING OVERWHELMED... I remembered what I was taught HERE A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME ago.... when I want to ESCAPE MY LIFE ON LIFES TERMS.... go DO SOMETHING ELSE.... it has been too long for ME to use the EXCUSE TO USE NICOTINE TO ESCAPE ME... so I made a decision to do Gods will NOT MINE... to bring Christ Jesus glory on earth and be responsible for MY EMOTIONS...THIS NEW DAY..... to have self control and go walk and lose a pound off MY body and an inch off MY waist...instead of escaping through sleeping.... thank God for those HERE a long long long long long long time ago taught ME there WALK TO STAY QUIT NO MATTER WHAT BY ACTION in Christ Jesus name amen... PLEASE take what HELPS and let GO of the rest... gentle hug.... and God loves ME unconditionally...and any whosoever IF you CHOOSE to receive Gods love......

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