When you say those prayers, ask for the mental obsession to be taken away, you have been through this before, really successfully, you absolutely can do this and make it your "forever" quit. I remember when I came here and read that, people talking about how this was their forever quit and I wondered how they knew. I know I never want another day one, I never want to do that damage to my body...that damage that I denied was happening. You have quite a story, it is a story of great strength! Tap into that amazing strength and take this one day at a time.
