Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Aug 25, 2019

It is wriiten God is love - please I am talking about ME not anyone else so please take what HELPS and let go of the rest - to be HELPFUL is MY only aim - thank you - I REMEMBER smoking like a freight train fully loaded to run over the people that used ME with MY permission - out of ignorance - TODAY I set boundaries instead of having MY addict mind running the show - I am NOT chief critic or judging ANYONE anymore NOT even MYSELF - I pray and ask God for forgiveness to those who use MY kindness as weakness to steal MY TIME that I offer freely in MY DAY to be of service in HIS love in ME to turn from MY OLD ADDICT brain and put on the MIND of Christ and grow in godly behavior toward MY enemy - MY self - the ONLY one who blocks MY spiritual growth in OLD ADDICT thinking - is the OLD ME - to ***** moan and complain about other humans is just MY excuse to behave like a DRY NICOTINE ADDICT in MY OLD ADDICT ACTIONS well NOT TODAY - I am a NEW creation in Christ Jesus -  MY SAVIOR and Lord - HIS love changes ME on the INSIDE to forgive MY self first and walk in HIS love TODAY - HIS love must be first in ME for how can i give away something I don't have - I am no longer blind to MY behavior for MY ACTIONS SPEAK louder than words - surrendering NICOTINE for ME was just the beginning and TODAY I am precious in HIS love in ME to any WHO so evers - one day at a TIME i ain't puffing NICOTINE over MYSELF or YOU - gentle hug