indingrl.01.06.2011

STAYING IN THIS DAY ONLY

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Mar 20, 2018

I got up....did what I must do to participate in this world when I choose to go out and the very first thing I do is pray. I was preparing for a meeting that I will be leading...getting books and notes etc...together....and this is sharing from MY perspective about MY OWN LIFE and how this particular workbook offered by this support group helped ME in walking out day by day MY spiritual principles and  how I stay grown up and spiritually mature by studying NEW IDEAS...or examples shared by others and I will just be sharing the love and please take what HELPS and let go of the rest to be HELPFUL is MY only aim...thank you.......suddenly PAST MEMORIES came flooding...OVERWHELMING AND TAKING MY BREATHE AWAY TAKING ME THROUGH DIFFERENT AGES SO FAST AND FEEELINGGGGSSSSS TRYING TO PULL ME UNDER THE CEMENT OF DEATH FEEEELLLLINNNNGGGSSS .....STOP..TURN YOU HEAD PHYSICALLY AND DEEP BREATHE......BREATHE....FOCUS...STATE TODAY DATE OUT LOUD....March 20,2018.....keep breathing.....calmly breathe.....relax....that's how I STAYED IN THIS DAY ONLY...then I prepared MYSELF for MY walking time to the library to use their computers to look on line for a NEW USE CAR.....Praising MY God and MY Lord Jesus and ever so thankful for MY Holy Comforter to lead ME TO STAY IN THIS DAY ONLY and enjoy MY blessings all this day long...... living in MY Lord Jesus NON SMOKER LIFESTYLE...to pick up MY NEW USED car at 2 p.m. YAHOOOOO.....I was wondering how ANY of you STAY IN THIS DAY ONLY....I really could use some NEW IDEAS especially when it comes to..... REJECTION..... when I am just trying to HELP people by being courteous.....kind...and most of all by TRYING TO LET GODS LOVE LEAD ME....to be tolerant of all people NOT USING NICOTINE OR USING NICOTINE AND ALL OTHERS IN THIS WORLD....I was offering MY experience to find a business in the area.... I live and KNOW BY FACT..... its location and all that surrounds the business and was totally rejected and the library assistant told the person....she is correct....the person wouldn't even look at ME...I went back to my chair and went over what I said...over how I expressed it.....I said excuse ME before I spoke.... offering helpful info...after taking MY OWN INVENTORY....A FLOODING MEMORY CAME AGAIN.......it reminded of ME when I was little 6-7 years old and I told MY mom what MY dad did to ME last night and MY mom said...... It is a NEW DAY and can't you talk about something else go clean the house......I said to MYSELF......STOP....BREATHE....FOCUS....STATE TODAY DATE OUT LOUD...March 20,2018.....DEEP BREATHE.....continue breathing....relax....now back to the MOMENT.....TODAY...... living and STAYING IN THIS DAY ONLY.....thanks for letting ME share....YES I will keep coming BACK.....YAHOOOOOOOO NEW USED CAR PAID IN FULL.....Gods money spent on good for ME...as a NON SMOKER ENJOYING THIS GOD GIVEN GIFT OF LIFE FOR ME.....Praising and thanking God all THIS DAY BY STAYING IN THE LOVING MOMENTS.....and praying for the people constantly because that is what MY Lord Jesus would desire for ME to do because OTHERS PRAYED FOR ME....awe NOW I am remembering....you cannot give away something you don't have and TODAY THIS DAY I LOVE ME BECAUSE GOD LOVED ME FIRST...so I will continue giving it all away so I will keep STAYING IN THIS DAY ONLY!

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