Yes Dale, you are so right.
It is all held by our beliefs, and it is so deep hidden in our brains after many years of smoking, it will take some time for all the "habits" to clean out, and be replaced with healthier ones.
After one year, (and I know you all say it takes 2 sets of seasons, but I somehow thought it would be different for me, because I am special, right? Ha,ha), I can still feel the pull, and I still need to use the tool box to stand tall!
I can't just live like I never smoked, not yet, hopefully in the near future. It is incredible how often the idea of "wow, one will taste so good right now" is visiting me. It seems it does even more often than let's say a couple of months ago.
It takes vigilance, an all day/all night activity, but when you've done it for so long, you just have to say: "I know what it takes and I am doing it to preserve my freedom".
