Hi. Today is my first day and I've already failed!

Discussion created by tdtstarr on Mar 8, 2017
Latest reply on Jan 31, 2020 by SuzyQ411

I feel like such a failure. I went yesterday to a Hypnotist, and spent $175 for 2 sessions. 1st one yesterday and my 2nd one is on Thursday. I am supposed to be quit for 48 hours before my 2 one and I've had 3 cigs today. I feel so crappy. Like a complete and utter failure. I've tried EVERYTHING. Chantix, Wellbutrin, cold turkey, patches, gum. NOTHING has worked. I guess I'm going to have to call my hypnotist and reschedule my 2nd appt. *sigh* I HATE CIGARETTES with a passion but I can't stay away from them. I'm planning on having bariatric surgery in May or June, but I have to be 2 mos free of nicotine before they will do it. I don't know what else to do. Why isn't this sticking in my brain! Why do I keep doing this to myself! I honestly think the only way I'm going to quit is if someone is with me (holding my hand) every minute of every day. Ugh!