Well, it has been 54 days now, I made it out of no mans land so far, thought I was going to die, but I made it. Today I was able to smell smoke, my daughter came over, and she still smokes, but is giving it up for lent, so I got on my site, and was reading about everyone that posted, and I was fine. I just want to thank everyone on here for all your posts, and that we are all becoming family. I just love coming here I always feel like a new person when I get off. Helen.