Acceptance for me is taking a LOT of practice!

I come here and sign on and I am really TRYING to get use to this NEW SITE UPDATE. I have knowledge of acceptance for the PAST 30 YEARS....for ME... learning NEW AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD....to remember the OLD SITE IS OK....and to READ ALL THE NEW INSTRUCTIONS TO THE NEW STUFF HERE....yet I am personally NOT LIKING THIS SITE..... I just am NOT THINKING.....FAMILY TOGETHERNESS.....I DONT SEE ALL OF MY FAMILY LIKE I USE TO WITH 15 STEPS TO GET TO THE PLACE WHERE THE MANY FACES ARE.....I USE TO HAVE THE FACES ALL ON MY OLD FRONT PAGE LIKE MY WALL AT HOME WITH ALL THE FACES I LOVE TO SEE AND LOOK UPON....I will BE OK.... I am just having a ROUGH MOMENT ACCEPTING THIS NEW...GOOD FOR THE BECOMEANX BUSINESS....AND for ME.......if it wasn't for the library computers....I wouldn't come to this site.....for ME....I think I am GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWAL FROM PERSONAL INTIMACY I HAD WITH MY BELOVED RECOVERING NICOTINE FAMILY .......to this NEW COLD PLASTIC FORUM SITE THAT IS TRYING TO OFFER MORE WHAT......IF IT WAS WORKING...WHY FIX IT LIKE IT WAS BROKEN......thanks for letting ME sharing MY PRACTING ON EATING CHEWING AND SWALLOWING ACCEPTANCE.....gentle hug.