Damnnn..... I blew it again. As positive as i try to be...it is hard once i get caught up in that moment. I've been holding my head down...now I'm ready to lift my head back up & continue the journey that I have already laid out for myself. I'm on day 3 & I need more help than i realized. I only have u guys for support. I need 2 find someone a friend, family, someone that i get a hold to....immediately..." when i'm in that crave moment".....but until then.....you all are my only source of support. Hope most of you are stilling hanging in there......Good luck...L.C.