To be there for my children and grandchildren

[jennifer52]

I have grown children. My youngest son died 7 years ago and we are raising his little girl. Ironically he name her Heaven's Destiny. I have to live for her. I am fighting liver cancer, and high blood pressure etc. But, what makes me smoke the most after quiting for a year is I have not yet and can't face my sons death. There is much more to this but for now this is enough. I have to live for her. Have Too!!!

Jenifer

[melissa9]

You have your reason now do it.

[joy8]

She's a beautiful girl. Take care of yourself. Cigarettes are a wonderful drug for dealing with stress and sadness, but they don't cure it. Do you go to church or have someone you can talk to about your son?