This is the very first time ever that I have ever been in a chat room, I'm really nervous. (Weird?) But I do no to end a very strong addiction is very hard. I no that this is something I cannot do on my own. I had cancer a few years ago & stopped smoking for awhile. There were times when I wish I had a support group, a sponsor, anything. Finally I couldn't take it anymore & gave up. So any help would greatly be appreciated. (I am the worst speller) I am 35yrs old & a mother of 3.