It is my 10th day as a non smoker. This morning, a fiend smoker came over. She knows I quit smoking. I don't know how that happened but I told her " Could I have a cigarette?" She answered " I am not sure I should give you one. Should I?" I immediately replied "No, you should not" and talked about something else. I felt terrible afterwards. What would have happened if she had given me one? I would have thrown out 9 and a half days of hard work. Please help me figure out what happened at that moment. I guess I am not out of the woods yet... Thank you!