I'm also petrified just to try to quit...I don't know why. I feel like I know I'm going to be depressed immediately, like I'm losing an important part of my life. I guess we have to think about what we're gaining, not losing, as the benefits of quitting are numerous. I'm a nurse so I see the affects of smoking on the body. You'd think seeing these things would make me want to quit immediately, but that just goes to show you how much smoking controls our minds and our bodies.
Do you have a start date yet? I was thinking about setting a date and then just going for it. I don't know if I can put it off any longer.