Congratulations Ali, I mean really, way to go!!! I am so glad that you have decided to quit, for whatever reason...Remember- no one reason is more important than the next, I can't imagine the pain you must be going through but I have heard that a pinched sciatic nerve is extremely painful, and no one deserves to live with such pain, enduring pain such as that can put a strain on your mental and physical well being which really does include your over all health...so stay motivated...and good luck with your surgery, and just know that once the surgery is over you are going to feel a whole lot better, and with that new found strength I am confident that you will still have all the motivation that you need to stay quit, you are not alone, I'll still be here, we'll all still be here for you, to support you, so stay strong and don't worry about tomorrow-just take it day by day.
peace and love
Shamieka