Today was a first for me. Spending a substansial amount of time with a friend/neighbor whom i used to smoke with...strange. Part of me watching her smoke was saying gross ! and the other half was kinda making me anxious/nervous and wanting to get away from watching her. She did ask how my quit was going....but I could tell that she could really care less...she is almost 70, very healthy and active so....I guess good for her. But at my age, 50, it is a good thing that i have quit. For my blood pressure, my wallet, future wrinkles, etc,etc. Ok, sorry, just thinking outloud on the keyboard and venting. Thanks.
Good luck with your quit ! and just keep thinking how much your co workers stink.
but even if its gross, there is no little voice inside you that makes you want one?
see, when my husbands lights one in his office downstairs i think it is gross....but when i go to partys and people smoke, not so gross....i am still tempted, but not to worry never again....like last week i went to dinner with a friend and she doesn't smoke, and anyway there is no more smoking in public places where i live....but i still associate, "going out" with smoking....it surprised me,i thought i was over thinking,feeling that way!
incedious thing, ain't it!
I am just wondering if my time with the neighbor might have had the exact opposite effect on her ? Maybe she was thinking...geez I should quit too.....she did mention looking into this new product that is kinda a fake cigarette...nicotine but lets off water vapor instead of smoke...have you heard of that ? I read about it in the Las Vegas paper several months ago.