Health issues and smoking

Discussion created by dont-look-back on Jun 5, 2008
My kids have been bugging me for years to quit. It actually took tumors on my brain (8 of them) to get me to try to quit. I also have one on my throat. WHY am I finding it so hard to quit when I have such a great reason to quit. I've had one or two a day for the past week. If I'm busy I'm good. I try to make it past the morning cig but I'm not sure if it's stress or fear I just can't give them up completely. I hate that they are controlling my life. I should be sooooo done with them right now. I have smoked for 18 years and only quit once for about a year. Any suggestions???? I'm still trying