I'm not quite a mother yet, but there is nothing I want more in the world. I want a family. I want to be a mother. I swear everyone around me is pregnant right now and it's driving me absolutely insane. But, I want to be able to support my children. I am young and I have plenty of time. I want to be more financially stable, and be healthier. I want to quit smoking so that when the blessed time comes, I can give my children a good home, both in my belly, and out. I hope I'm not kicked out of this group cause I'm technically not a mother.