Hey there! Well whatever day it is 11th or 12th. I had some moments earlier but I tried to find things to do. It is a bit harder with this Covid. I am somewhat restricted on where I can go because we are having it kind of bad here in my part of Georgia. My family has had some battles with it. So Library, usual thrift stores, visiting and etc. are out. BUT! I did pull out some actual books instead of the Kindle. I played a game. I avoided toxic people so far at least that want to bring me down. And though it is still screaming in my head, (not as much) I read the things to think positive such as, the No, I can’t and replace with, YES I CAN!. And I read about the snakes on the path as warnings you are trying to have one, That is a must for me so I put both on my phone! I love it here. Thank you for this group, the support and the care to let us newbies know there is hope!
Yes it’s very tough, I am in day 18 and to be truthful it’s not easy. You are going to have up and down days, but I am finding as time goes on it does get easier. The best thing I can say is that doesn’t the air smell better and food taste better. It takes a lot of work but with the correct mind set and support it can and will happen, you just need it in your heart. This is the best place you can be to get to we’re you want to go. The people here are fantastic they help, no questions no arguments they will help.