As a Christian the guilt of smoking was overwhelming. I hid it from people who went to church with me or Bible study. I knew it was a sin and I knew that God never intended for me to have this addiction. The problem was my desire to smoke was stronger than my desire to obey God. I am on day 10 smoke free.
You are human . Congratulations on your quit . Double digits ...
I went to a church where we had a can for butts right at the end of the walk not far from the main doors . Many of us who smoked often talked of quitting smoking and how many times we tried to quit and how hard it was . Our pastor a non smoker often came there to pray with us .Our services had fifteen minute breaks and 2 hour services by the time you had lunch before service and social gatherings after . Others grabbed a coffee , others saw their smoke break opportunity . Guess what was mine lol .
There was talk about our cancer stix addiction as we visited around that butt can and prayers for those still smoking and those going through radiation or chemo or just being diagnosed in our church family . Many a tear was shed there too .
Had I not smoked I doubt I would have gone to church tbh. It was the music and the fact I could smoke I went .
God accepts us as we are when we come to church . I'm glad He saw beyond my flaws and welcomed me with open arms at the door . All I had to do was show up . From there .. oh my gosh ..something changed .
I've gone back to that church a couple times ( I moved away ) but the people who knew the chain smoker I was , now saw a renewed retired smoker ..born again non smoker
And I'm sure they thought , you know that Maki ( as I am known here ) remember her ...she quit smoking ! You've come to an amazing group of people here , that will be of such encouragment to you . We are all ex smokers cheering each other on . You are doing great . Keep going . One day at a time !
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