I find that I don't want to talk about myself I'd rather talk about that remarkable young woman who lost so much in her life but is now in recovery and shining like the sun. I'd rather talk about a beautiful woman who taught me that I can indeed garden and nurture plants into life. I'd rather talk about the man who always, always wishes his neighbors a 'good morning' so that they start their day with a smile.
So many people I know are doing phenomenal things with their lives. They give their energy, their hearts, their time, their talents so that others are comforted and cared for. I just like those kind of people!! They make me appreciate life. They inspire me to reach out to others. To maybe be a bit kinder. To listen a bit more.
My life has changed quite a bit in the past several months. I've always liked change so I'm good with it. And I've found it's true: If you love life, life will love you right back Doesn't mean everything's good all the time, it just means that during the bad times, you know you'll get through them.
I'm sorry I'm not here more. I truly do love you people!! But I know you've got this. So from time to time, I concentrate on the 3-D world and making it a little better for those who are lost. Who have no one. Who simply need a shoulder, an ear, and a hand. And then I remember how very much I miss your blogs, your thoughts, your laughter, and your hearts. And I need to be here again. Some may call it selfish. I call it coming home.
Two of my four children have had covid. I am paying out of state tuition for my youngest to attend the college of his dreams. I'm working a job and two half-jobs. And I wouldn't have it any other way. My life is exactly perfect for me!! Not because I'm lucky but because I choose the life I live. Today I choose happy
Thank you all for allowing me to be here. Thank you for allowing me to write. Thank you for making me feel like I belong, no matter how long I've been gone. I really do love you all!!