I woke up in a panic that I could not find my cigarettes. I feel kind of scared. They were my constant companion. Always there. I feel scared that I might not succeed, I feel scared not having that companion, I feel scared I might take up the vape again. I just feel...not only scared but kind of lost. What is my life going to be like? I can't be carrying pretzels around with me.
On the other hand, it is day two and I'm doing it!!! I want one, I NEED one, but I am NOT going to have one. I"m a cigarette addict...there will never be just one!
Thanks for listening.