Yes. 
but a shorty, a forty and a pack of smokes is sounding good (though I'd have to dig around to find a lighter unless I wanna burn my face on stove). This is really the only battle ive had to fight re smoking despite everything going on in last 8 mos or whatever. I don't do that anymore. Well I'll try to make it to midnite.
GOOD to see you. These ARE challenging times, but please don't let your head talk you into going backwards to addiction because of it!
How about some slow, deep breaths instead of a dirty addiction?
SO glad you came back to us before you gave in! You KNOW all the problems will still be there after you put out that cigarette, turn off the Juul - and you will have yet one MORE problem with which to deal. When you start to think about going back to addiction, change your mind's direction. March in place! Rock that baby! Take her for a walz through the house, or down the drive or through the neighborhood, sing her a lullaby. Do NOT let those smoking thoughts rattle through your brain unchallenged. Play a computer game, sing out loud, put your head in the freezer and take a deep breath of cold air, take a bite out of a lemon (yep - rind and all!).
Just don't smoke!
Hang in there! You KNOW you want to be around for a long, long time and walk that daughter down the aisle!
