Its day 3 and it was going great until the moment I realized I'm a good $200 short on bills this month. I apparently did my math wrong and already sent out checks. So I have to borrow money from my step kids. Thank God for their Christmas and Birthday money or I'd be in way over my head. All I can think of is wishing I could smoke to relieve just a little bit of my stress. But I'm telling myself I dont do that anymore. Just a rough moment. I will make it through this, I know I will.