So im getting ready to quit. Mostly because of the pressure from my doctors and family. I don't want to quit. I love smoking. Ive smoked since I was 16 and Im now 45. But im at a family thanksgiving gathering right now, and again, I am the only smoker left. The same as everywhere else I go in my life. This part I hate. Removing myself from the group to smoke. Grrrrr. Any advice is appreciated. Ive been wearing patches and tbey do nothing. Even at the highest level. I dont know how im going to get iver the cravings!! Which is why I haven't chosen a quit date. I also have crohns disease. And they think I will feel TONS of relief of a current flare up if I quit. Im not even motivated by that. I have an addictive personality. Im addictied to a lot of things that aren't good for me. But this is the worst one. Im so tired of the judgement and disappointment in peoples eyes when I smoke. Help!!