Hello um,
I'm noah.
im no-one,
no-one you know
so her we go um..
Heres a poem.
Last Friday, i quit.
Yesterday i slipped,
what i did, I hit it.
****. Noah you idiot.
Im thinkin i should forget it.
Give in to the craving of vaping i cant even escape it.
Every tobacco city sign
makes me quake
when it displays
“Mods
Juices!
Vapes!”
What I'm tryna say is,
is it too late to save it?
or did i frick it up
by one little mistake?
The longer i sit here alone,
the more i feel ashamed.
Is all my progress to quitting gone?
Can I pretend that it didn’t happen?
Can you pretend you like this rappin’?
Its difficult not cussin
peer pressure of my cousins,
smokin cigs every other ******
second is so dispiriting and disruptive.
To my process
of quitting this habit
its so obnoxious
its hard and exhaustive
Fighting off this,
constant want.
These cravings.
Its haunting gosh!
This vaping
The taking, of lives
The THC interlacings
3 years of vaping,
and i cant breathe
I feel my lungs caving
On my grave it will say
“He succumbed to this enslaving
the legal evil thing that we call vaping
killed him” on the engraving.
This evil fiend
nicotine
Lets talk about nicotine
why are you so flipping mean?
Left me typing this poem pacing,
Full bodily shaking, dizzy, wobbly,
driven insane with cravings.
With my blitzing heart racing.
Emptied out my savings
just to feel the amazing, grazing, of a buzz.
A great sensation so embracing
i cant even think of a way
to put it into phrasing.
Either way, there's no debating.
This nicotine will be defeated.
This one hit was just one set-back. so when i get back,
you'd better believe that i beat it.
This one juul hit wont be the one to destroy my improvements.
I just need someone to telling me i can actually do it.
You can do it, and you are very talented! Never stop trying. No one here has some kind of magic that you don't. If any one of us can quit, so can you!
Connie