I have tried to quit before and it was so hard. All I did was get angry. I had this rage that was controlling me and I didn't care who's feelings I hurt or relationships I was wrecking. I just wanted a cigarette. I don't like feeling controlled but I am, by the cigarettes. I have already had lung issues. I had pneumonia last year and still didn't quit. I wish I could be stronger. I hate being angry. I hate smelling like smoke. I hate that my teeth are getting destroyed by smoking, literally breaking. I'm so lost and out of depth trying to figure out how to quit.