I made a pledge today and I'm sticking to it. Following one day at a time. I am feeling super weird right now though,my mental health is all in tangles. My emotions are on high alert. Just breathing and painting. I never stop wanting them. It is so freaking bizarre. Even though I have a moment where I feel like I'm having a stroke. I still want one as soon as the feeling goes away. I just have to get through the night.