Utter frustration

Discussion created by Gwenivere on Jul 18, 2019
Latest reply on Jul 20, 2019 by lqsi12

I’m now well into 7 months of no cigs.  Still using small amounts of NRT's.  I’ve written other posts about my lonely situation so need to rehash that.


 I comment very little because I don’t feel good for doing this.  One of the biggest things it has done is messed up my existing thyroid and anxiety conditions so I now feel worse than ever.  I’ve coincidentally developed balance problems so hence another doctor.  


I dont know why why I really wrote this as pats on the back or yippee's don’t help. Just needed a safe place to vent.  I don’t know if anyone else felt this way.  Going in was tough and I hoped to be feeling something good for it, but I don’t.  Not enough to start smoking again, but damn, just a sliver of this was a good thing.