I’m now well into 7 months of no cigs. Still using small amounts of NRT's. I’ve written other posts about my lonely situation so need to rehash that.
I comment very little because I don’t feel good for doing this. One of the biggest things it has done is messed up my existing thyroid and anxiety conditions so I now feel worse than ever. I’ve coincidentally developed balance problems so hence another doctor.
I dont know why why I really wrote this as pats on the back or yippee's don’t help. Just needed a safe place to vent. I don’t know if anyone else felt this way. Going in was tough and I hoped to be feeling something good for it, but I don’t. Not enough to start smoking again, but damn, just a sliver of this was a good thing.