Day 77 and today has been worst day by far . I really feel like smoking but I won’t .
Today I went running in my favorite neighborhood I was hoping to move to . That won’t be happening . I can’t afford to live there . Even if I could swing it my home would take forever to sell because I live so far from everything....So I’m having a bit of a pity party and feeling sad and sorry for myself . Usually I get over things quickly but since I’ve quit smoking this time , the sadness lingers ....
i decided just to go home and appreciate my beautiful home , vegetable garden and my beloved dog . So what if I stay in a rear view town that doesn’t so much as have sidewalks and getting the city to pick up the garbage is a struggle every single week . I feed about 30 strays daily as people here don’t believe in having their animals fixed . It could always be much much worse .... I could be a Syrian refugee or live in a cave in Yemen or a war torn country .
Thanks for listening . And no worries I am not going to smoke .
Bless your heart...I feel you are just having a moment...and I feel your sadness like the Sunday Blues...and that is when Nico calls us...you are smart ... you know this, and came here and blogged...at 77 Days quit you are doing great...we always have to give vigilant...I hope this evening you snuggle up and watch a good show or movie...get some sleep and know tomorrow will be a new day and I hope a better one...
People are sick in this world not getting their animals fixed and also, just letting the strays run off...Thank you for being so kind and feeding so many kitties...
Be good to you tonight...Thoughts and cyber hubs out to you ~ Colleen 109 DOF