I am so ready to give up! I cried all night because I am gaining so much weight, and because I caved around smoking friends and smoked with them. I think either it's the pills or just not smoking that is making me depressed. Either I smoke and eat foods I like or stop smoking and spend my life eating lettuce and tofu. Yeah every one is going to say exercise, but problem is I am disabled with Lupus and have to limit my exercise to only my good days. I am so disgusted with myself! I feel like a failure. I didn't even take my chantix last night, or this morning.