I smoked for years when I was younger, then i quit for 5 years. During that time I had my son, but soon afterward I started smoking again. I kept it up until I found out I was pregnant with my daughter, and I stayed smoke-free for my pregnancy and while I was breastfeeding, but now I am back. I feel ashamed of my own weakness, and I don't want to still be smoking when they are old enough to remember! I haven't picked a quit date, and I'm frankly a little afraid... but I'm glad to be taking the first steps