On June 27 2019 I am going to be going through a very stressful time. I have a court hearing where I may be losing my nurses licence. If I stay nicotine free until then I would have almost 4 months of freedom. I hope I can make it until then. I need to make a plan for that day. I will go to the beach, I will go and see my son. I already know this is going to be a sad day for me I just hope that I will have enough sobriety under my belt to make it through. If anyone else is going through something difficult and got through it or is still going through please post your experience.